Lately

Ive been in a crappy mood.. About everything. Not to sure why..

Ellie was sick with a bug from Thrusday til Monday. She hasnt thrown up since Monday night.. Hopefully she is getting better! Nothing is more stressful then having a sick baby. Course I also think she could be teething.. She has been chewing on everything and whinny, cranky and crabby!! If she is I hope the teeth pop throw fast!!

Logan got laid off a few weeks from Empire. But thank God he got a new job in less then a week.. He started Monday. He is still doing mechanic work, just for a smaller local company. Its only 30 minutes from home. Which is nice because he will be home more often and stuff.. Though its taking ALOT to get used to.. Now I have to cook dinner every night and keep the house cleaned up and all the jazz.. But its probably for the better in the long run.

My mom is having a surgery done this month. Nothing serious. Im not sure which one shes getting done first, but she has this thing on her neck. Her last doc said its nothing to worry about. But this new doc wants it removed now.. She also has a hurnia on her belly that she is really self concious about.. She's going to get a second oppinion about the thing on her neck to see which needs to be remvoed first. The surgery will probably be after the 13th.

Speaking of the 13th, that's my dad's last day of work too.. I hate the minning industry!! My dad has worked for copper mines for over 20 years now.. This is his 3 lay off from them. I hate how they keep younger, less exsperienced people over the ones who actually know what they are doing.. I have no idea what is going to happen. My dad has put in his app all over the state. My mom said they will give it about a month then they will put apps in NM, TX, and NV. Hopefully they will get something closer to all of us.


UGH! I know one of the things that have been driving me crazy lately. Tax Season!!! IM SOOOOO READY FOR THIS SEASON TO BE OVER!!! My parents are claiming Ellie & I because I lived with them while I was pregnant.. My parents paid for my explorer and insurence payments and not to mention gave me a roof over my head and fed me when I wasnt sure what I was going to do with my self..

Logan is sooo mad about this. He thinks he should be able to claim Ellie cause she has lived here in Chino and has paid for formula, diapers and everything else since she was born..

I agree with them both.. Logan knew what the agreement was when I was pregnant and living with my parents.. He knew they were going to claim us.. He stated a few times that he wanted me to move home.. But at the time I wasnt sure what was going to happen with us, it was still rocky.. Plus he worked in Bagdad.. I wasnt going to move to Chino and sit at the house all by my self for 7 days during my first pregnancy..

I know we need the money too, but so do my parents. Just a sucky place to be in.. Hell I could claim Ellie my self if I could. I worked one day in January so I could claim her.. But Im not bitching about it..

Anyways.. I REALLY need to get out and start walking.. Im sooo unhappy with how I look... I know if I just get out and get going it wont be tooo hard to lose some weight.. Its just getting started thats the hard part.

I dont know if we will be having a wedding this year or not.. If so it wont be as nice as I wanted..
:( Which sucks.. I remember my sister's first wedding and how nice it was.. I never do anything over the top, but the one thing I would kinda like to push a little over the top I probably wont be able to now.. (Because of the money situation between us and my parents)